Tuesday, June 17

Ahem. Another update. Figured I might as well do another one before I mysteriously disappear again. Had another of those fear-of-rejection dreams last night. Nothing major, but enough to leave me staring for almost half an hour before I could fall asleep again. Details? Me, Johan, Lia went to see her and a couple of friends in this..audition place. It was fine before she came near me and then suddenly it was like she got a whiff of something really bad and said "What's that smell? Forget it, I don't want to know" and brushed me off like that. In the dream, I ran out of the building to surprisingly empty streets screaming at the top of my lungs. I wonder what THAT says for my psyche.

In other news..I joined an RHCP (Red Hot Chili Peppers) fan club/ forum of sorts. Don't know if it even IS active, but word is they've been going to concerts and stuff. Well maybe it'll give me something more to do. Well, back to the grind for now. It's nice to know there's always the drudgery of routine to save us from the evils of a free, unbridled, roaming mind.

God save us from anally retentive minds, or mentally retentive arses. Amen.

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